mandabrown

well i havent written in a while...but alot has happened. somethings i dont wanna talk about. but right now we are in search of my dad..he has an alcohol problem and he really needs help..sometimes i dont understand why i drink but when my dad does it i get so mad. he took off and said he was leaving to find a better life. anyway..besides that i have been hanging alot with tahir, sean, jeremy, and jimbo. i like jeremy hes a really cool kid, it sucks he has to leave i think we could of became better friends. anyway, know who you are dating before you date them! tomorrow im not going to school be cause finalls dont matter because im such a smart person ya know. jk. but im hoping to get the energy to go to the gym..i really wanna i need the weights baby! well im gonna go to bed..gotta save this energy for heavy party doing on wednesday.hopefully we are going camping to awake the jungle..<3


Manda

Ps. Why tiptoe through life so carefully just to wind up at deaths door.

LAST NIGHT WAS A RELAXED NIGHT I HUNG OUT WITH MY MOM AND WE HIT UP WOLLIE WORLD..YOU KNOW THE PLACE TO SHOP..OH AND I WENT TO CICI'S..LET ME TELL YOU. I AM A PIG. IM FEEL FULL TODAY FROM YESTERDAY. I SWEAR I COULDNT HANDLE STUFFING ANY BREAKFEAST THIS MORNING. ANYWAY TONIGHT IS GOING TO BE A BLAST IVE BEEN WAITING TO SEE THIS BAND ALL WEEK AND FINALLY TODAY HAS ARRIVED..HORRAY! WELL GOTTA GET TO WORKING.
<3 MANDA

dude this stupid thing just deleted eveyrthing i just wrote im f'n pissed. anyway like i was saying my shirt has dog hair on it..boo from laying on the bed at mikes house..seriously though its groosing me out.tomorrow is friday and im really excited about the bands tomrorow. hopefully they wont suck...geez there nothing2 write its only 930 in the morning but hey maybe ill come back later and write more ...

                <3 manda stay true to the ones you love

HEY YO YO YO TODAY WAS A NICE DAY. SCHOOL WAS A BREEZE AND AFTER SCHOOL I HUNG OUT WITH THE GIRLS AND BOYS. WE WENT TO LA FIESTA , THE BEST MEXICAN RESTURANT IN TOWN..OINK! THEN I CAME HOME AND WHO KNOWS...ARGUMENTS COME MY WAY..IM THE ARGUE MAGNENT.I REALLY WISH SOMETIMES THAT THINGS WERE WHAT THEY USED TO BE..SO MUCH LESS STRESS..DONT MEAN TO SOUND LIKE A JOY KILL BUT REALLY THINGS ARE SO COMPLICATING NOW AND SPECIALLY SUCK!...MIKE,SAM,JON,CANDY ARENT MY GOOD FRIENDS ANYMORE WE HAVE ALL GROWN AWAY FROM EACHOTHER , I REALLY WISH WE COULD GET TOGETHER BUT WE ARE ALL SUCH DIFFERNT PEOPLE. DIFFERENT ATTITUDES , EVERYTHINGS CHANGED. SOME FOR GOOD MOST FOR BAD....OUR TIME WILL COME AGAIN AND WE WILL ALL MATE! JUST KIDDING.


YOU ARE A THING OF BEAUTY, LIVE EVERYDAY LIKE ITS YOUR LAST.....<3 MANDA